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Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Trust your struggle

So the picture you see on the left is my tattoo. It's on my forearm and it's a quote that I hold dear to my heart. When I got this tattoo it meant so much to me. I felt like life as I knew it was falling apart around me. Like I had NO ONE. Nothing.  I felt like this would be a symbol forever to me to remind me of the struggle and pain I went through that year. The disappointments dragged on & I was so unhappy. Finally I came to a point where I got over it all. I realized that PAIN is temporary. That pain won't hold me back from working two jobs, my dreams, getting to where I wanted & what I wanted. I promised myself to never allow someone to be the reason for my happiness because with one word, action ETC they could take it all from me. All the time I spent building my confidence back up, my happiness, & relationships someone would be able to take from me in a heartbeat. What I've realized through out everything I've been through in the 22 years I've been alive is that You need to find happiness within yourself, your heart & everything else you do. Because ultimately YOU are responsible for your HAPPINESS. You shouldn't rely on someone else for that. Although I think it's just fine if someone makes you happy that's completely different. I feel like if you are happy with yourself anyone can make you happy as long as you're not relying on them for HAPPINESS nothing can break you down. You're bulletproof in a line of bullets. You're a steel rod being stoned. You're the most confident being there is because YOU'RE HAPPY. You know who you are, What you stand for and what you want in LIFE. & no words, bitterness or anything can take you down ! Just like i said in the beginning pain is a temporary feeling ! Pain BREEDS STRENGTH ! through every struggle comes prevail ! Trust your struggle ! Trust that something better will happen ! Because to be quite honest through every struggle & painful situation i've been through came something BETTER. Something Bigger. 

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.” 
― Jim Morrison


Hey Everyone ! This is super late i know,but i've been insanely busy ! Anyways i wanted to say I hope you had an amazing and safe halloween ! :) We sure did ! It was an amazing day/night ! Chris was a ceiling fan heheh and I was a bunny wabbit ! lol I worked all day and some guy even asked me if I was a chicken? lol Idk either. Chris and I ended the day by going out to eat together and just enjoying smiles and laughs as well as eachothers company. It's been so long that we laughed like we did or smiled ! I felt so happy this day and will remember it and appreciate it forever ! Remember to always buy your stuff for next year the day and week after the holiday ! When I went into walmart everything was 50% off or marked down to a $1 ! Killer steal !

I was even able to FACETIME my family back home ! I'm an aunt to the most amazing kids on this earth! I love these children with all my heart and miss them more and more everyday !

                                                    Below are my decorations ! & my costume idea !

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.